Something that has been on my mind...

A couple of weeks ago, I realize that I was in a college class, learning college material with a college professor. I know its weird because I am going to be a senior next fall and I only have two trimester left. I just feel like I am been in classrooms all of my life while at less from 17 years of my life. I still can't believe that college is going to be over so soon. I feel like college is just like high school for me. Two close friends, known but unknown at the same time. All of my teachers like and there two that don't ( that is okay because I fucking hated their classes anyway). I feel like I need a change. Show people the real me. Not saying that I haven't been but just to be carefree. Not giving a shit about anyone and their opinions about me. Not letting looks or side conversations stop me from voicing my opinion. Not letting someone tell me to acted a certain to be liked by the massive because at the end of day, there are going to be people that don't like you. It could be for the stupidest reason of all time and you are going to have to live with that. I think of all of the amazing and talented people that let their dreams slip away because of the judgement of someone else. It is so sad and it pisses me off so fucking bad. So if you are reading this post, I want you know that I think your amazing. I think that you are talented. I think that you can do whatever you put your mind to. Fuck all of the negative comments from others because at the end of the day, they are still going to be talking shit. While you are living your life freely.

Remember in the midst of everything be kind to yourself <3

P.S, I am starting my blog back up again and to get me back in the swing of things, I am going to be posting anything that comes to mind. I hope that is okay with you ladies and gentlemen